Current mood:

indescribable

i feel as though at any second i could wake up in my bed, and walk to the bathroom. not feel any different then i did yesterday, but when i look in the mirror, i see my 7th grade face and say, "what a dream"

im so distanced from everything, it all is like a dream.

yesterday was by far an amazing day. i felt complete bliss from the entire universe. everything just seemed to fall into place, it felt as though the day had been previously put together by me, and i went back to live the perfect day. with everything i wanted to happen happening. i still can’t decide if i slept last night or not. i was awake in my bed this morning at 8am, and thought. did i sleep at all, and then i thought, those were some pretty crazy dreams if i was asleep. the only way i can really tell that i didn't sleep is that im uber tired, it comes in waves though, in about 10 min, i will either be asleep, or more awake then ever.

i think its just nerves. i dont feel like i belong here anymore, i feel almost like im already at school. i hope thats a good sign, that ill like it.

putting my life into boxes can be procrastinated no longer. its time