Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Brad's LiveJournal:

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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
1:07 pm	It’s been so long since I’ve done this. Underneath is a total stream of consciousness piece. It’s a bit different, but I decided I needed to come back with a slam-dunk. Wow I can smell the sarcasm dripping off that. ( Inspire me ) (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
1:27 pm	time change dont come over at 8, well you can if you want. but the movies going to start around 945. BE THERE 123 akers east! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:14 pm	YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just bought eternal sunshine! it makes me sooo happy. i cant wait till tonight. everyone that is reading this, come over tonight, around 8ish i think. im going to watch it! ehhh there are not words for this. i find it funny that on the day of eternal sunshine its kinda rainy and gloomy outside. but its alright, i like it. i enjoyed walking in the rain today! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 26th, 2004
8:00 pm	There is a new movie out. its called "Shaun of the Dead" its British a spoof off of 28 days later. check it out. i dont know if its worth the money to go see it. but it looks good. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 30th, 2004
4:20 pm	WRA i just got back from my wra class, and i think im going to love it. my teacher is awesome, its his first year, hes from canada, and he says about the funny canadian way. he seems like an awesome class, that is not going to be that hard, but im going to learn alot from it. it reminds me almost of ap english last year. anyway. im geeked about it, so i had to tell the world. i hope its as cool as i think its going to be. tomorrow i have a big day. hopefully i will be able to get everything done that i want to get done. i only have one class, not until 4, so...yeah. nothing more. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 28th, 2004
7:53 pm	i love MSU, i hope this keeps up for the whole year. everyone is so nice. i just got my loft built, and i got a smashing pumpkins poster!!!! its the most awesome thing in my room. i like it almost more then my computer. ive been walking sooo much. im going to have the legs of a horse. yesterday was a long long walk back to sheas, and then today was an even longer walk (3 hours ish) to get my ethernet cord. but i love it. again take care everyone! (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
11:39 am	so, im at school. and i love it already. i like my room, and my roomates. almost everyone i have meet so far has been really awesome. it was werid making a small bed this morning. i dont have alot more to say, so there will be more to come later. take care everyone! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
9:16 am	i feel as though at any second i could wake up in my bed, and walk to the bathroom. not feel any different then i did yesterday, but when i look in the mirror, i see my 7th grade face and say, "what a dream" im so distanced from everything, it all is like a dream. yesterday was by far an amazing day. i felt complete bliss from the entire universe. everything just seemed to fall into place, it felt as though the day had been previously put together by me, and i went back to live the perfect day. with everything i wanted to happen happening. i still can’t decide if i slept last night or not. i was awake in my bed this morning at 8am, and thought. did i sleep at all, and then i thought, those were some pretty crazy dreams if i was asleep. the only way i can really tell that i didn't sleep is that im uber tired, it comes in waves though, in about 10 min, i will either be asleep, or more awake then ever. i think its just nerves. i dont feel like i belong here anymore, i feel almost like im already at school. i hope thats a good sign, that ill like it. putting my life into boxes can be procrastinated no longer. its time Current Mood: indescribable (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 14th, 2004
2:24 pm	I know some of you might not like the fact that I quote things like mad, but like American History X says, what ever you have to say, someone has already said it, and chances are, someone has said it better then you can. (not always) (originality is key) thats not in quotes because its not exactly what he said. get it? ha! the point of this post, i found a new quote. i like it "All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream." more to come. well, now its family time. I can hardly contain my excitement. Current Mood: im just kinda T.O'ed Current Music: msi (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 5th, 2004
1:57 pm	i came to a terrifying realization today. these days, these nights, i want to remember them forever. sooo much happens in ones life, how do we know whats important, and whats not. someone can go 5 years with nothing profound happening in their lives, and then in 3 seconds, your whole world can be flipped out from under you. what do i remember, and what do i let slip away. i dont want to world to crush me. WONDERFUL! quote from last night, "what goes on up there?" if only Current Mood: ecstatic (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
6:53 pm	come on, say something profound...don't drop the ball...a lot of people are going to read this.. shit! Violence is as American as apple pie? what( . ) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 1st, 2004
3:20 pm	im operating on 2 & 1/2 hours of sleep. somebody help me. modest mouse TONIGHT. could i be more excited? i went rolarblading today. about 4 miles. GO ME. that probably the most active thing ive done all summer. how sad :( Current Mood: lazy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
4:46 pm	this is for shea, but everyone should look at it ( real beauty does exist ) (13 Comments |Comment on this)
1:45 pm	Could life get any better? yeah...it could, but its pretty awesome right now too. whats the down fall you may ask. ill tell you. the dentist. yeah, that satanic, malevolent, perfidious, little fuck thats going to prong around inside my mouth until he finds something wrong, or until im bleeding everywhere. why cant he just keep his hands out of my mouth, if he didn't look for something wrong he wouldn't find anything wrong, thus, until it hurt, there would be nothing wrong. but other then that. two thumbs up!! Current Mood: cold (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 24th, 2004
4:07 pm	and there was bliss. and there were moments i wish i could make last forever! thanks for awesome thai beth. thank you. and there was rapture. Current Mood: full (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
3:32 pm	Clarification im sorry for my last post. for real, it had nothing to do with you. it was not a rag on you or anything like that. i went back and read it with you in mind, and i see where you are coming from, again im sorry. i have so much respect for you, and i never have had any problems with you, and if i did, i wouldn't get them out on lj. when i say things that are sentences with an understood you, like "dont do something" it is stuff for my self. it is advice for me that i want to do, it usually has nothing to do with anyone else. im sorry that what i said hurt you. i hope you know how much you mean to me. love love love! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:58 pm	dont read this im so happy right now. it feels fake. this entire summer has been weird, but for the first time today, i stood back and looked at it. i love it. how can i ever think i have the right to be unhappy, when look what i have been given. there are people out there that dont have water, and i get upset when my day doesn't go as planed. wtf. everyone that has touched me this summer has made me think about things a little different. i love the fact that two different people can look at the same thing and see it completely differently. was the grand canyon made from a little bit of water and a lot of time or a lot of water and a little bit of time. who knows, its just an example. i do miss my friends that i haven't seen in a while. Heather! this means you! lol. i know your having the time of your life! enjoy it! on a completely different note, i decided that i have nothing to be upset about. in fact i dont even have the right to be upset. shit happens, yes, and we all have different ways of dealing with it. and im not saying that people shouldn't get angry, or that everyone should just be passive and let shit slide all the time, cuz thats not the way to do it either. you have to stand up for what you think is right, when the time comes, but dont go preaching to those who dont care, and getting your shit in a bundle about it. i truly believe that everyone has the ability to make themselves happy or sad, or upset, or angry, or whatever. and the saying that you need sweet and sour is true, we choose to have both. this entry was stream of consciousness, and was edited and edited...and now i dont even think it says what i wanted it to say in the first place. i need to stop doing that. i write out soooo many entries, just to click close on by browser before updating, i know i shouldn't, but i cant help it. watch the sunrise, get something pierced , talk to my roommateS (note cap S there are 3) see beauty in everything, spend time with people that mean a lot to me. love every minuet of it. see good movies/listen to good music. drink good wine, fix my head, go to some shows. maybe road trip, do something about this crush, love life, play pool, get good at pool, or something like that. start something. a hobby? write something, eat some good food. make peace. love life, and live Current Mood: free (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 12th, 2004
2:53 pm	i haven't updated in forever, its all good though. my life is going awesome. not having a job is wonderful. i know its not going to last, so i might as well live it up while i can right? A lot has happened since ive been home from Germany, not going to be posted, because the only people that read this are the people ive spent the time with. i smell the death of lj. its ok, its a good therapeutic tool. it can stay. ive been keeping up with the things that i want to do, ive been reading everyday, A+, and ive picked something to do everyday before i go to be for the next day, and every day ive done it. it makes me feel like im accomplishing something, am i? so many unanswered questions. too little time. what is going to happen next in this game, the unknown used to make me uneasy, but now for some reason im ready to take it on. ive got to know a lot of new people this summer, and ive got to know some old ones better. and i still love everyone! "O mama im in fear for life from the long arm of the law" (not really) Current Mood: thankful (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
8:38 pm	hey, im home, im alive, germany was more awesome then i can ever describe. i dont feel like typing much, but i just wanted to let you all know im back. im not sure if i want to go out tonight, i think im just going to stay in. but tomorrow is friday night and well all do something for sure. hope to see ya all soon! bye (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
1:01 pm	germany Hey everyone, I just wanted to say goodbye for a while. For those of you who don’t know, I’m going to Germany today. I’m leaving in about an hour and a half. I know it will be a good time, but I’m going to miss you guys a lot. It’s only for 11 days, so ill be sure to call when I’m back. Take care everyone, and be safe. love love love! Current Mood: excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)